Get Lost
One of my wise readers said that sometimes you have to get lost to find yourself. When i think about how long i was lost, i realize i wasted a lot of time wandering the wilderness. Then again, i...
View Article‘B’ is for Bottom (GlossAAry Update)
Does this bottom make my genes look big? Just to let y’all know i’ve added another definition to my GlossAAry Page. This time i get to the ‘Bottom’. Bottom I Hit Bottom A bottom is the single, earth...
View ArticleBroken Toys
Mrs Demeanor and i went to a concert the other night to see Seether open for a band called 3 Doors Down. Now, here in Yeaman, both of these bands are unknown and only one of them is good. To give you...
View Article10 Ways for an Agnostic to Find God
It's a Miracle! One of the main tenets of recovery is that the addict is not able to control their own drinking (or gambling, or binging/purging, or drugging, or sex addiction…), otherwise they would...
View ArticleLife is Live
Jake La Botz by Celeste E Hall i went to a blues concert last night by Jake La Botz, a man who partied his demons to death and came out the other side with a sacred clarity that is so scarred it’s...
View ArticleGetting Away With It All
Day 2 1/2 of my vacation and so far things are going really well. i ‘m staying with college friend of mine for a couple of days before i head up to my folks’ place in the outskirts of middle of...
View ArticleThe Me That Was Is Mocking Me Now
The man i used to be made fun of people like me. Optimistic, looking on the bright side, a quick smile… Maybe i didn’t trust these strangers and figured they were either lying to themselves or to me....
View ArticleThe Most Important Thing You Will Hear Today
Indie genius Hip Hip poet Macklemore is addicted to codeine based cough syrup. In 2008, his breakout hit “Otherside” put him on the rap map as he bantered about overcoming his addiction to “easter...
View ArticleRaising the Bar
What kind of messed up freaky blogger friend am i? The kind that will set up a meeting with me in a bar! It’s a long story but not really. While on Christmas breaks back in the States i went to a bar...
View ArticleCrown of Thorns
That moment when you realize the song you’ve been obsessed with for a week has a reason for making you tear up whenever you hear it. This version is a Pearl Jam cover of the Mother Love Bone original,...
View ArticleWrite On!
You’d never guess from reading this blog, but i’m a writer. Like, kinda a real one. i’ve published around 25 short stories in different literary reviews and am looking for an agent to sell a book...
View ArticleWe are Stars
Mom’s Day Sober parents are stars shining over the sea of their kids’ lives. In times of smooth sailing our stars are simply a reassuring and pleasant presence, but in stormy times our children will be...
View ArticleThe Voices
You could pig out on candy and not have any dinner. You should just binge on TV all weekend. Take another 5-minute break on top of the 18th 5-minute break you’re just finishing. Just click on one more...
View Articlei have regrets
No Regerts i have a lot to learn and, unfortunately, i learn as slow as a snail in syrup. Today’s example of this is regrets. i’ve posted before about how i do regret my past and i just can’t get (dare...
View ArticleMy regrets to inform you
What a Tradgedy First off, a huge “Thanks” to those of you who read and commented and sent me good vibes about my last post. Your suggestions really helped put me on the right track. As did a nice talk...
View ArticleThat branch you’re clinging to…
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View ArticleLosing My AA Life
Living On The Edge Don’t let life AA gives you, take you away from your AA life. This expression could just as well be, “Don’t let the life recovery gives you take you away from your recovery life.”...
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